I thought if I didn't talk about her, 曾以为我不去提她

746. Why not?
     为什么不问
747. At first, just saying her name even in private
     起初，即使私底下提及她的名字
748. felt like I was breathing life back into her.
     我都害怕她在你记忆中愈加鲜活
749. I thought if I didn't talk about her,
     曾以为我不去提她
750. she'd just fade away for you.
     你就会渐渐淡忘
751. When I realized that wasn't going to happen,
     后来我意识到你不可能忘记她
752. I refused to ask out of spite.
     不再问起的原因就变成怨恨

来自《权力的游戏 第一季 第五集 Game of Thrones S01E05 凯特琳绑架提利昂》第 749 行