As far as I could tell, you actually enjoyed it. 就我看来,你反倒还很享受
When I realized that wasn't going to happen, 后来我意识到你不可能忘记她
I didn't want to give you the satisfaction 我不想让你自以为魅力十足
felt like I was breathing life back into her. 我都害怕她在你记忆中愈加鲜活
I thought if I didn't talk about her, 曾以为我不去提她