- At first, just saying her name even in private
起初,即使私底下提及她的名字 - felt like I was breathing life back into her.
我都害怕她在你记忆中愈加鲜活 - I thought if I didn't talk about her,
曾以为我不去提她 - she'd just fade away for you.
你就会渐渐淡忘 - When I realized that wasn't going to happen,
后来我意识到你不可能忘记她 - I refused to ask out of spite.
不再问起的原因就变成怨恨 - I didn't want to give you the satisfaction
我不想让你自以为魅力十足